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[Kira sits under the camera, grinning a bit in expectation. She takes a deep breath as she looks around, and then addresses her audience, such as it is.]
Okay, so after getting settled in the first thing I did was go up on the deck. It's funny how you see movies and look at pictures in books, but it's totally true that nothing can prepare you for how vast space actually is. It seems like people have two reactions to it, either they're completely overwhelmed by it, like in a bad 'I can't take this' way, or they think it's amazing.
[She leans forward earnestly.]
It's amaaaaazing!
[She bounces in her chair, though gradually she slows down, and settles into a more serious expression.]
I haven't been assigned an inmate yet, and to be honest, I'm nervous. I mean, I'm supposed to help them, right? But what if I can't? What if they don't want to be helped? What if I have to - I don't know, I'm not particularly mean or anything. But what if I have to be?
[Her mouth scrunches up a little.]
I'll figure this out. I have to.
[Maybe indicating she has doubts or worries about her performance as a warden is a mistake, but well, live and learn, little kitsune.]
Okay, so after getting settled in the first thing I did was go up on the deck. It's funny how you see movies and look at pictures in books, but it's totally true that nothing can prepare you for how vast space actually is. It seems like people have two reactions to it, either they're completely overwhelmed by it, like in a bad 'I can't take this' way, or they think it's amazing.
[She leans forward earnestly.]
It's amaaaaazing!
[She bounces in her chair, though gradually she slows down, and settles into a more serious expression.]
I haven't been assigned an inmate yet, and to be honest, I'm nervous. I mean, I'm supposed to help them, right? But what if I can't? What if they don't want to be helped? What if I have to - I don't know, I'm not particularly mean or anything. But what if I have to be?
[Her mouth scrunches up a little.]
I'll figure this out. I have to.
[Maybe indicating she has doubts or worries about her performance as a warden is a mistake, but well, live and learn, little kitsune.]
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Date: 2014-09-18 04:46 am (UTC)Hopefully it won't come to that. Erica isn't a bad person, she just went through a lot.
How are you settling in otherwise?